Woke up 1 hour earlier, outside was already humid and I felt sticky wind, I went out for the setup. Things were smooth. Before the appointment, I had nearly one hour spare time, for a nice coffee.
It wasn’t my first experience.
But this time I felt I screwed up. Also, this left me big concerns in the future situation. Maybe Im bit tired recently. But I don’t like it. I know this type of person. He’s a typical American.
Left my big concerns, I got a msg. It said, things move forward. But first I said, “No way. Doubt. If this is really true, he’s wired.”
This was no such a thing like screaming Yay I won! with deep fulfillment. I am so cool and actually still wondering why it happens to me. Still thinking how he gets this result.
Maybe the situation is just so desperate.
Just found the quote in my fave, and now Im thinking.. Could it be the right thing? It’s finally coming, just now, coming the way I hadn’t expected, but so far this is the bestest step for anything. Better than direct way.
I saw my countdown calendar that I have set 280 days before. Today is the day I set up for “make it”.